Alison, 18, cis, pan.

Freshman at UPS, alto in Dorians.

I like coffee, tattoos, and dark lipstick.

Tacoma, WA. Single.

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i dont like getting yelled at i literally stand there and burst into tears

and they’re like WHY ARE YOU CRYING?!!?! It’s because you’re fucking yelling at me you shithead

(Source: 10000bc)

Introverts don’t get lonely if they don’t socialize with a lot of people, but we do get lonely if we don’t have intimate interactions on a regular basis.

Sophia Dembling, The Introvert’s Way: Living a Quiet Life in a Noisy World (Perigee Trade, 2012)

(Source: wordsthat-speak)




ha im a piece of trash

As someone who cares deeply about the environment, I am obligated to pick you up.
Is seven okay?

you smooth fucker

11:33 PM
Why do you still have the sweater I gave you and why would you still wear it why why why

11:34 PM
Give it back, it’s stained now, you’ve ruined it

11:35 PM
Even if you gave it back it wouldn’t be the same. It used to be soft and warm and now that it has touched your skin it’s cold, it’s harsh, it doesn’t do what it’s supposed to do

11:36 PM
I know that you’ve moved on.

11:37 PM
Give me back that goddamn sweater

11:38 PM
You’ve found someone new and I don’t care. I don’t care I don’t care I don’t care

11:39 PM
I shouldn’t care, at least

11:40 PM
I really only care about the sweater. Please don’t wear it around her. Please don’t let her wear it. Don’t let her touch it. I gave that to you. I gave everything to you. I don’t want her touching what I’ve given. I don’t want her touching what was once considered mine

11:41 PM
I had a severe panic attack yesterday. I found out about her two days before

11:42 PM
And I don’t think it was because of you, or her, or the idea of you and her. I think I’m just losing it. I think I’m just alone. I remember it was so different a year ago. I remember when I had never even seen that sweater

11:43 PM
I haven’t even been thinking about you lately. I don’t care. You left and I was fine. I’m still fine

11:44 PM
You never loved me the way you love her. It’s not the fact that you’ve moved on—it’s the fact that you’ve moved on to something better.

11:45 PM
I just wonder when I will ever be good enough. Not just for you, but for anyone. You really fucked me up, you know. And you continue to do so. God, there’s this feeling in my chest and it’s tight and it’s painful and it’s tugging at me. I don’t know what to do

11:46 PM
I feel like crying but nothing’s coming out. I don’t need this right now. I don’t need this I don’t need this I don’t need it

11:47 PM
Dear God, make it stop

11:48 PM
Why am I losing sleep over you? You’re probably dreaming right now. You’re probably wrapped around your new somebody. Still wearing my sweater

11:49 PM
I can’t believe you would wear my sweater while you’re with her. Oh God, her long painted fingernails have probably been all over it. Her hands. Everywhere

11:50 PM
Have you kissed her?

11:51 PM
Please give me back the sweater

11:52 PM
I’m losing it again. I’m losing it

11:53 PM
Please help me. Will you help me? I need help

11:54 PM
I’m gone.

Thoughts per minute #5 (via thoseconstellations)

Reblog gong because who ever wrote this needs some notes.

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